Many of you know that I have worked full time in health care for the last 6 years. While it has been at times very rewarding, and I have been blessed to have had a job ever since college graduation when so many others were out of work, my heart has changed from where it once was. When I accepted the calling God had for me a year and a half ago, I pretty much planned on my life staying the same except that I would maybe teach once in a while or write my blogs. As time has progressed and God has opened new doors of opportunity and undoubtedly blessed this endeavor, I became less content with being a "tent maker who preaches". To continue my lifestyle and career as it has been would mean continuing to limit ministry opportunities and my effectiveness as a minister. After running for so long from what God had for me, I see now that the calling He has placed on me is precious and deserves my utmost attention. I can't afford to be distracted or to let the stress of my "tent making" bring me down mentally, physically, and eventually spiritually.
Yesterday, I resigned my position at the company I have worked for for over 5 years. I don't know what God has for me in the future, but I know that I have heard His voice in this matter, and have felt His peace that passes all understanding even when everyone is telling me I should be worried about quitting in this economy. I can't say that I'll never have another full-time secular job, but I can say that I have learned a valuable lesson about what is important in my life. For so long I was scared of the work God had for me to do, but I now know that I should feel honored that He has allowed me to carry the Gospel and I can't let anything get in the way of that.
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